Miss you like crazy

1. “Bakit ka ba nagpa-panic? Kahit nga hindi mo ako hinahanap nagkikita pa rin tayo!”
2. “Bakit ba tayo may second chance? Maybe because this is not for us to have happy ending… But to end things right.”
3. “The worst way to miss someone is when he’s just right beside you, yet you know you can never have him.”
4. Ang pag-ibig may sariling timeframe, may sariling panahon. Hindi yan pinipilit.

Steps in Business Registration

1. Barangay Clearance/Permit
2. Department of Trade and Industry (DTI) - for business name registration
3. Securities and Exchange Commision (SEC) - for partnership and corporation
                                                              - needs lawyer to file this one

After DTI and SEC
1. Bureau of Internal Revenue (BIR) - for VAT registration number
- have your accounting books and records registered with BIR
- have your business invoice forms registered before they are printed. Some printing press ccan do these for you

2. Social Security System (SSS) - register employees who recieve more than P1000 monthly wages
- required before getting Mayors Permit

3. Department of Labor and Employment (DOLE) - for more than 5 employees

4. Mayor's Permit - inspects for sanitary,electrical,fire hazard,garbage disposal and sign permits, units

5. electrical installation - make sure that electric meter is registered under the business name if you rent a space

6. water installation - important for food business
                             - proper sanitation and and water disposal system

7. telephone installation

Be ready with:

1. Good business sign
2. Good business Cards
3. Good letter head
4. Invoices
5. Official Receipts
6. Delivery Receipts
7. Purchase Order forms
8. Job order forms
9. Time cards (employee)

Others:
1. DEPD - for schools
2. Camp Crame - for ammunition
3. Bureau of Food and Drugs - Pharmacy / Food manufacturing
4. Bangko Sentral ng Pilipinas - for bank
5. LTO and LTFRB - for taxi or rental service

Eat Pray Love

1. The sweetness of doing nothing

2. Ruin is a gift.. ruin is a road to transformation...

3. Then miss him..send him love everytime you think of him and drop it..

4. Sometimes to lose balance for love is part of living a balance life..

Carpets and Curtains

1. Laying a stair carpet
2. Fixing curtain rails and poles
3. Repairing and binding a carpet
4. Lifting and re-laying a fitted carpet
5. Making curtain pelmets
6. Fixing and patching carpets
7. Hanging curtains

DIY techniques

1. Quick wood work fixings
2. Using nails and screws
3. Making it stick
4. Using lid, door and flap stays
5. Basic woodworking processes
6. Using dowels
7. Making mitres
8. Sandling woodwork
9. Soldering methods
10. Saw Sharpening
11. Hammers and mallets
12. Double and secondary glazing
13. Simple glass cutting
14. Fitting bullion window panes
15. Working with glass
16. Repainting window frames
17. Repainting a door- panel or flush

Plumbing and Electrical Work

1. Frost and insulating water pipes
2. Installing a bath mixer tap
3. Curing a dripping tap
4. Renovating cold water tank
5. Clearing blocked waste pipes
6. Insulating the cold water tank
7. Cleaning and clearing a drain
8. Hiding unsightly pipes
9. Repairing a leaking water pipe
10. Curing a dripping tap
11. Clearing drain blockages
12. Clearing a blocked waste
13. Replacing a w.c. pan
14. Replacing a cold-water cistern
15. Avoiding frost troubles
16. Adjusting float valves
17. When the w.c. wont flush
18. Concealing bathroom pipes
19. Fixing Sink taps and waste
20. Plumbing in a washin machine
21. Panelling a bath
22. Curing a noisy water system
23. Bath care and maintenance
24. When the tank overflows
25. Access to under-floor pipes
26. Extending electrical leads
27. Making a wall light fitting
28. Two 13A sockets from one
29. Checking electrical equipment

Floors, Walls and Ceilings

1. Laying sheet flooring
2. Staining and polishing floors
3. Strip and parquet flooring
4. Laying floor tiles
5. Repairs to parquet floors
6. Sheet floor coverings
7. Hardboard and plywood flooring
8. Fixing to tiled walls
9. Repairs to lathe-and-plaster walls
10. Simplified wall plastering
11. Repointing a wall
12. Save it! Wall insulation
13. Building a room partition
14. Wall redecoration problems
15. Cutting and drilling tiles
16. Easier wall panelling
17. Exterior wall cladding
18. Forming a wall arch
19. Decorative wall niches
20. Building a light parition wall
21. Fixing wall pictures and mirrors
22. Fixing adjustable wall units
23. Panelling a wall
24. Fixing to walls
25. Stone-tile wall cladding
26. Installing a new ceiling
27. Ceiling repairs
28. Fixing ceiling cove moulding
29. Making fixing to ceilings
30. Making a storage loft
31. Using period mouldings
32. Lit and suspended ceilings
33. Cutting and shaping ceiling tiles

Things to Make

1. Making adjustable toy stilts
2. Making a nursery chest/toy box
3. Making revolving bookcase/table
4. Making Spice Jar shelves and racks
5. Making a toy ironing board
6. Making a lady's dressing stool
7. Building a toy jeep
8. Making a drop-side dolls cot
9. Make a waddling , pull-along duck
10. Build a wall-unit for teenager
11. Build a refeectory table in pine
12. Making a drop-side cot
13. Build a child's easel and blackboard
14. Make corner seating for a dinette
15. Constructing a book trough
16. A tea trolley to make
17. Kidney shape dressing table
18. Magazine rack-cum-table
19. Folding-leg bed table to make
20. Making a turntable TV shelf
21. Making bunk beds
22. An audio-cassettes storage unit
23. Making hold-all storage boxes
24. Constructing a chess table
25. Making a fold-away work bench
26. Artist folding easel to make
27. Making a hi-fi storage cabinet
28. Making a table/bedside lamp
29. Making a set of nesting tables
30. Making a military-style chest
31. Making a record rack
32. A folding leg table to make
33. Under-bed blanket drawers
34. A marble-top table to construct
35. Constructing a radiator shelf
36. Bed headboards: plain and padded
37. Making a divan base
38. Simple marquetry
39. A wine bottle rack to make
40. Making an oak blanket chest
41. Bathroom cabinet/medicine chest
42. Re-seating occasional chairs
43. Making a drawer unit
44. Making a kitchen wall-cupboard
45. Making a needle work cabinet
46. A tile top table to make
47. Add on cupboard bookshelf unit
48. Desk for homework or hobbies
49. Making a storage chest
50. Coffee table-cum-magazine rack
51. Handy portable toolbox to make
52. Making a mini-wardrobe
53. Three stools to make
54. Small child's blackboard
55. Handy woodwork-horse

Problems around the Home

1. Condensation with Double gazing
2. Curing door and window rattles
3. Replacing a broken window pane
4. Draught-proofing a door
5. Draught-proofing a window
6. Replacing broken sash cords
7. Repairs to rotted window frame
8. Repairs to leaded light windows
9. Weatherproofing a door
10. Treating rusted window frames
11. Replacing window frames
12. Dampness: doors and windows
13. Dealing with twisted doors
14. Lifting floorboards
15. Repairs to lath-and-plasters
16. Stops Draught and Save fuel
17. Curing Stair faults
18. Dealing with worn stair treads
19. Using metal repair plates
20. Repairing a divan that sags
21. Rainproofing a roof
22. Keeping the weather out
23. Treating mould
24. Room ventilation
25. Waterproofing a felted shed roof
26. Dealing with woodworm
27. Avoiding condensation
28. Treatment for damp walls
29. Fitting a wall ventilator
30. Correcting roofing tiles/guttering
31. Repairs to wood block flooring
32. Dealing with damp

Handyman in the garden

1. Building a low garden wall
2. Garden steps
3. Paving a garden path
4. Repairing a tarmac drive or path
5. Making a stepping stone path
6. Making garden gates
7. Repairing garden gates
8. Building a screen wall
9. Easy to build stone walls
10. Patio-laying hints
11. Laying a paved patio
12. Fencing Repairs
13. Protecting Outdoor timbers
14. Erecting a garden fence
15. Erecting chain link fencing
16. Building a barbeque
17. Installing a garden water tap
18. Decorative concrete blocks
19. Mixing and laying concrete
20. Making concrete paving slabs
21. Garden Screen and Pergola
22. Building a car port
23. Making a small greenhouse
24. Small greenhouse - in polythene
25. Making a small garden frame
26. Making a garden frame
27. Garden frame with sliding lights
28. Building a garden pond
29. Rustic Carpentry
30. Rustic Patio Furniture
31. Making a window box
32. Wheelbarrow palnt trough
33. Easily made garden chair

Painting and Decorating

1. Easy to hand wall coverings
2. Rendering Exterior Walls
3. Wall Cladding with Slate
4. Painting without brushes
5. Redecorating a Hardwood Door
6. Dealing with Rust and Rust Stains
7. Renovating a parquet floor
8. Fixing an acoustic ceiling tiles
9. Repairing Exterior wall rendering
10. Replacing Damage Floor tiles
11. Painting a Radiator and behind it.
12. Replacing wall and fireplace tiles
13. Repairing Wall Coverings
14. Fixing Stone Effects Wall panel
15. Giving a new look to old tiles
16. Decorating a stairway and landing
17. Laying Tile Mosaic
18. Fixing Ceiling tiles and mouldings
19. Repainting a panelled door
20. Stripping Old paint
21. Hanging Wall Paper and Vinyl
22. Rejuvenating Old Wall tiles
23. Choice and Use of mouldings
24. Painting outside walls
25. Preparing for room decoration
26. Long life exterior paintwork
27. Problems on exterior walls
28. Decorating uneven walls
29. Painting Sequences
30. Laying Quarry Tiles
31. Exterior repainting hints
32. Dealing with rust
33. Painting Methods
34. Wall-tiling Pointers
35. Hanging Wall fabrics
36. Smoothing uneven walls
37. Preparing Metalworks for painting
38. Texture painting walls and ceilings
39. Removing ceiling tiles
40. Stripping exterior paintworks
41. Exterior decorating in safety

A Better Home

1. Reducing Noise Nuisance
2. Preventing Cold Floors
3. Building an Airing Cupboard
4. Ranch Style Swing Doors
5. Fixing Shelves in an Alcove
6. Making a small serving hatch
7. Glass/Acrylic Cabinet Doors
8. Adding Extras to kitchen units
9. Installing a Bath/Shower Screen
10. Wardrobe fittings
11. Staircase Improvements
12. More Shelves
13. Under Stairs Storage
14. Movable Room Divider
15. Wardrobe Doors

Excerpt #2

11. The present time is the time to be present.

12. Worrying acts like a magnifying glass - everything starts to look bigger than it really is.

13. There is no "I" in "teamwork".

14.  A true friend only gets in your way when you're going in the wrong direction.

15. Every failure holds the seed of success.

16. A guilt trip has no vacation.

17. Reading is to the mind what exercise is to the body.

18. The right beat can help you beat stress.

19. The key to success, without extra stress, is letting God do His job.

Excerpt #1

1. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the times comes.

2. Distress is most often stress that hasnt been addressed.

3. What you cant see can hurt you.

4. Stress has earned a bad reputation. Its really a God-given response that triggers your body for fight or flight.

5. Sending up an SOS when you need it, is a sure sign of maturity not weakness.

6. A man is measured by the size of his heart, not his home.

7. Put it back where i found it.

8. A rearview mirror is for backing up, not moving forward.

9. Counter each glass of caffeine with the same amount of water.

10. Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

The Social Network

1. Do you think you deserve my full attention?

Despicable Me

1. That was so fluffy im gonna die!

2. Pretty Please...

3. I like him.. he is nice.. but scary..

4.  I did it for your own good...

5. But he pinky promised..

6. I will catch you and i will never ever let go of you again

7. Then came 3 little kittens and made his life upside down..

8. He never should have said goodbye..from those 3 little kittens who changed his heart...

I am Sam

1. It takes one to know one

2. You can leave if you want

3. Sam dont be impossible

4. My treat, my pro bono

5. If they take her away from him, they will take an enormous piece of her.. and she will have a hard time filling up the hole.

Qoute #46

"you prefer to be mysterious and reserve but the question is who is interested to find out more about you?" - Crisena

Qoute #45

The hardest question you will ask a person is why? Firstly, it hurts that you dont know the answer. Secondly, it may be something you do not want to hear from them. So before you ask a person that question, ask yourself first: "why?"-Crisena

American Virgin

1. Life isnt as serious as you think it is, you are a planner im a doer.. i live in the moment..a free spirit..

2. Ive already resigned from cant hurry love..

3. Im born ready..

He's Beautiful

1. I bothered you because I did things my way

2. You are definitely a walking accident zone

3. I hate people talking about their own poor history and whining 

4. Do you avoid me because you hate to see me? Staying here even though you know i am here its because you expect to encounter me by chance, isnt it?
--- You expect too much
--- If not, never mind.

5. If its with an earnest heart, I believe I can find her.

6. Today was really a tough day but this was such a comfort.

7. You were so close, if youve taken just one more step.

8. People who do not love are guilty so people that love are guiltless.

9. You want to see that person so much, you want that person so much so, you cant contain the emotions so it explodes...

10. I was able to find you by thinking of you.

11. I can endure it. I must endure it.

12. If you cant control your feelings, press hard on your nose.

13. Today, the day you were born is a precious day.

14. Its really hard to be charming.

15. Yeah Pig rabbit!

16. Dont be sick Mi Nam, If you are like this, I cant just sit by and watch.

17. Even if you are a fool you are an admirable fool.

18. This guy's stubborness is no joke.

19. I can see you really well right now. Its so bright, you cant see anything over here can you? Were you always crying like that when I couldnot see you?
--- I wont cry anymore. Please pretend you did not see me.
--- How can I pretend not to see you when I can see you this well??!! Go Mi Nam, youve been looking at me like that the whole time, havent you? I did not know because i did not see you.
--- Please continue to pretend you dont know. Ill stop looking at you.
--- You cant stop looking at me! You cant stop when you like.Keep looking at me just as you have been. Just as you have been just keep looking just at me! Go Mi Nam, from now on, you liking me...I will acknowledge it.

20. Will I be able to stay charming till the end if she never looked at me? But even so, I cannot force that person to like me. What should not be done should not be done.

21. Even though youll not be surprised but ive already been dumped 100 times by you, i can overcome it. Thank goodness i had practiced before.

22. Its warm.. it really do comfort people.

23. If we dont see each other its not all right.

24. I could have cleanly ended things without an unnecessary meeting but I rambled uncomfortably. I promised not to see you again.. I said that i couldnt see you, that i would not see you..But you sure stand out a lot.But because it hurts when i look at you, its difficult for me.. For someone living in a convent to come to the land of stars, I was shocked and i lost my mind. Sometimes i would fly high in the air, only to fall down to earth the next moment. One time fireworks exploded in my mind, and in the next second the thunder, lightning and rain would all storm inside. After leaving the land of stars, Ive learned how to live. That I need to keep the land of stars far away and only observe it from a distance.

25. When I view the brightest star too closely, its so bright that it hurts my eyes... so Ill go far away.

26. Even if i can see you clearly now.. I cannot hold on into you.

27. Having someone throw away someone they love...is not love.

28. You were faking it when you said you were over her. You were not embarrassed to have your fakeness discovered.. but it is embarrassing to have the truth discovered, right?

29. Be fake and cool till the bitter end. If your feelings are found then your image is ruined.

30. Only someone that held on to the very end can say that they let someone go.

31. I wish you would not lose someone precious to you and regret it like I have.

32. I wont ever let go of the star that I caught with so much difficulty. 

Your Beautiful - Park Shin Ye
You belong with me - Taylor Swift
I got the feeling - Black Eyed Peas

Qoute #44

"Dont promise me forever instead use tomorrow so it would not hurt much in case you cant make it..." - Crisena

How can i assure someone forever? Can i say that as long as i stay with you is enough? Will it be at least i dont give you false hopes of forever? If i leave you now then what is the use of promising this words? Forever cant promise that i wont change.. as long as i stay no matter what then i can guarrantee you that i'll love you today and tomorrow... just let me stay...at least its quantifiable,reasonable and logical.

Excerpt #6

51. When others are unhappy, have compassion but at the same time serve yourself by keeping your spirits high.

52. Happy people are happy to see others happy.

Title: Making Friends -  A guide to getting along with people
Author: Andrew Matthews

Excerpt #5

41. Why defend yourself? Youll never please all of the people all of the time anyway. You can be doing better things with your time than trying to convince people against their will.

42. If someone disagrees with me, my job is to let him do so. It makes a life lot easier.

43. Give people the benefit of the doubt.

44. If life is a game, let people know the rules.

45. Good form is choosing to understate rather overstate. Its not competing. Its knowing you dont have to prove anything.

46. No matter how close a friendship, theres always a room for tact.

47. When we analyze and criticize others, we create distance.

48. Greater happiness comes from accepting others as they are.

49. When we are giving, we should aim to give without strings.

50. It is not your responsibility to make people happy.

Qoute #43

"Can i ask if i can get.. a license to drive.... you crazy?"

Qoute #42

"Every demon has its own unique evil ways "

Qoute #41

"Live life to the fullest of your beauty"

Qoute #40

" I like you more today than yesterday but i'll love you more tomorrow..." - Crisena

Its me saying that i love the person yesterday and more today and love him much more tomorrow.

Julie and Julia

"you are the butter to my bread, the breath to my life"

Qoute #39

"If its not meant to be, if its the wrong time.. if its not right...then make mistake with me!" - Crisena

Just remembered some lines that ive created while watching Benjamin Button.

Excerpt #4

31. You'll notice about confident, self-determined individuals. They dont spend their lives explaining themselves. They just do what they do.

32. Consider whether you are currently justify your actions and explains things to people which are none of their business. People are not wrong for asking. But you decide to control the situation and answer only the questions which you want.

33. Make your own decision. Dont set out to offend people, but be true to yourself. If you choose to explain yourself, do it because you want to share your thoughts with another person and not because you need their approval. Your own permission is sufficient - you dont need other people's.

34. To get what you want, you have to be more persistent than the other person.

35. State what you want and dont get sidetracked.

36. People will admire you when you make a stand though they might not agree with the cause.

37. Sometimes the best wat to get along with someone is to be absent

38. Sometimes its best to say nothing.

39. Mature people dont get themselves upset over others nasty remarks.

40. Never get in fights with pigs - you get all dirty and they enjoy it!

Excerpt #3

21. Blaming usually becomes an excuse not to act, and inaction never helped anybody.

22. Reasons or excuses are never any consolation at the end of the ay all that counts is whether you got where you really wanted to go.

23. Happy and successful people succeed in spit of difficulties

24. While blamers concentrate on the problem, you concentrate on the solution.

25. Be tactful and tell it is like it is. Honesty with others is a sign of respect for them and a sign of self-respect - and its so much simpler.

26. We should not mistake self sacrifice for politeness

26. You are responsible for how the world treats you.

27. Others respect us to the degree that we respect ourselves.

28. There is no need to be sorry - just tell them what they need to know.

29. Peace of mind stems from understanding and accepting that few people will see the world as you see it.

30. While respecting others, be true to youreslf. If people disagree with your ideas or your lifestyle, its their business, not yours.

Excerpt #2

11.  To avoid disappointment, form friendship without expecting anything in return. Do things for others without demands, and youll never be disappointed. Some people will return favors and affections and some wont.

12. If you care for people because you want to, and not because you expect something back, you wont feel crushed should they fail to return a thought or a favor. The universe is essentially fair and just. If you are giving out care and affection, good things will come back at you, though not necessarily when or from where you expect it.

13. We each must recognise our own value. If we depend on others to do it - and they dont - were constantly disappointed.

14. You can only complement someone else in a relationship if you're a complete person.

15. Taking ourselves too seriously can also mean desperately trying to make an impression.

16. The ones who really suffer are those who know inside the things could have been much better, closer, more exciting - but they weren't.

17. Being right becomes more important to us than being happy.

18. Unfortunately while we blame on others, the problem never gets solved, so blamers remain frustrated and miserable.

19. If you dont fix your life, who will?

20. Living on this planet is a privilege. If we want to enjoy the nice things of life, it is up to us to represent value to other people.

Excerpt #1

1. "Thats just the way i am" is an expensive way to live a life.

2. Most people live lives of quiet desperation. We have our insecurities. Refuse to live in fear of a bunch of people who may, like you, be quietly desperate.

3. Outstanding individuals develop a special self awareness which endears them to others.

4. When we are over critical of ourselves, we tend to resent people who are doing better. Sometimes we are subconsciously hating ourselves so we find that something is wrong with other people. When others do well, we feel inadequate, so we get critical. The criticism has nothing to do with the accomplishment or others but it has to do with your own self-concept. You will never improve your relationship with others if you did not start to like yourself better.

5. Comparing ourselves is a trap.

6. You dont get out of a hole by pulling others into it. Love yourself first so others will love you too. Loving yourself is not a matter of boasting to all the world but it is a matter of self-acceptance.

7. To enjoy fruitful relationships, you have to choose to be your own bestfriend.

8. If you are perfect, youd be an angel. The fact that you are still a person gives you permission to make some mistakes.

9. While someone is miserable and depressed, one can only attract people who have big problems. Then they'll have twice the misery.

10. People who enjoy fulfilling, stable relationships are balanced people. They do not go looking for someone else to fill a hole. They recognise their own value. You have to be somebody first. Its no good being someone's other half - you are a whole person.

Qoute #38

"Being the bull for the ram makes us the complete opposite for each other, for the bull that never haste and the ram that never stops... how can we possibly meet now?" - Crisena

Toy Story

1. No owners means no heartbreak

The Pleasure of your company

"No matter how hard you try to plan your life. life has a plan for you on its own..."

Since its God's plan,will and time.. whatever life will bring you and whatever life can offer... just go on with it. It may be hard at times, painful and not what you have been expecting but if you trust and have faith in the Good Lord soon everything will be okay. You only have to pray hard and believe that He has good plans for you.

Sleepy Hollow

"I am bewitched by you"

You put a spell on me that i cannot reverse and now i become your slave and you are my master.

Sixth Sense

"Sometimes people thinks they lose things and they really did not lose them its was just moved "

Sometimes when people walks out of your life dont think they have left you... they just moved.

Serendipity

Sometimes things become blurry, but if its really meant to be whatever negative things might happen if its yours, it will be... in God's time. 

1. Fate is behind everything
2. If we are meant to meet again then well meet again
3. your my oracle
4. Yet even in certain defeat, you secretly clung to the belief that life is not merely a series of meaningless accidents or coincidences but rather, its a tapestry of events that culminate in an exquisite, sublime plan
If we are to live life in harmony with the universe, we must all possess a powerful faith in what the ancients used to call "fatum", what we currently refer to as destiny

"Waiting in Vain? - Bob Marley

Salt

How many more like you are there? "Like me, none. Like him, more than you or I can handle alone."

There are many more bad people like you, but you only have one me who can love you the way i do..
Well that is how i see it in real life, but with the movie its different of course.
Angelina Jolie was so cool i so like her.

Mirrors

1. i am doing everything that i can so i can get back on my feet again

Its when you stand up everytime you fall.

2. there is no one looking back at you thru the mirrors

If looking back will be scary for me, then i wont look back again. Mirrors are scary metaphors.

Love Happens

"Happiness is a state of mind. And like all things it takes practice.. devote at least 5 min a day and after a while itll come naturally"

When we set our minds that we are happy then we will. Its only a matter of mind setting and by being positive.

Iron Man 2

"Solve the riddle of your heart"

You have to really know what you really want in life so you wont hurt anybody in the process of solving what your heart feels.

Interview with a Vampire

1. Lost my sanity..

When im in love, im insane.

2. I longed for death.. i invited it.. to release the pain of living..

Sometimes, you choose to die rather than live so you could not feel the pain anymore.

3. Have you said your goodbyes to the light

You feel hopeless, and darkness will take place for being one.

4. Life without you would be even more unbearable

You cannot live without him/her.

5. Lock together in hatred.. but i cant hate you..

You loved someone so much you cant hate them even if they do something bad at you.

6. Do you know what his soul said to me without saying a word.. let him go.. thats what i should do.. let you go..

If it hurts a lot and you think it was not healthy for you anymore, then you should let go even if you dont want to.

7. But you ask the wrong questions so you get a wrong answer..

You have to think first before acting.

8. No one could refuse me not even you.. i tried.. yes you tried and the more you tried.. the more i wanted you..

Sometimes the more you fight for your feelings, the more you wanted it more and more.

Inception

1.Dreams feel real while we're in them. It's only when we wake up that we realize something was actually strange

Well in dreams we can make impossible things come true but when we wake up its not there. We make unrealistic beliefs when we sleep and we wake up in the reality that it will never happen.

2. Dreams within dreams is too unstable

If we dream too much of something impossible then we can be very unstable since it will really be hard to accept the fact that its only a dream.

Finding Neverland

1. Its not going to work if no one believes in it..

We must have positive outlook in life.

2. how could anyone think something so evil..you find the glamour of hoping into this world.. there will always be someone who wants to destroy it.. dont think that anyone dreams with such nonsense
people watch you and they will find a way to drag you down

People will always see the negative side of you even if you dont do anything

3. you protect what you have

Appreciate the people around you

4. time is chasing after all of us..isnt that right?

We always have to meet our deadlines but with these it gives us so much pressure in life that we end up not enjoying it at all.

5. you just think wonderful thoughts

It gives you positive aura if you see life in a positive way..

6. even if that can never be.. i need to go on pretending.. until the end.. with you..

Sometimes, things just dont work the way it should be so you just hold on tight to what you believe will make you happy even if its hopeless... even if you know it will still not gonna work in the end.

7. i could never have written anything like this.. i need you..its part of all of us..

Sometimes you need an inspiration to work on things.

8. you are in every page of my imagination...

You are part of me and my brain wont function if im not with you. You give me life.

9. i can be with you.. i'll just believe i will..

You hope that someday you could be with the one you truly love, because you have faith in your feelings that in time, there will be hope for the two of you to stay together. If its God's will, then it will happen.

Eclipse

1.Marriage is just a piece of paper.. but its a way of saying i love you

Having a label like "gf/bf/wife/husband" is just formality but yes it is the way of saying i love you and i dont want to lose you so i tried to tie you up with me. You are proud to say to everyone like "hey this is mine! and i love this person so dearly and i wont let you take him/her away from me!"

2.Never go for the obvious kill. They'll be expecting that. And you, will lose.

Lets wake up guys, being in a relationship is not really equal in terms of giving and taking love. So if the other person sees you as being obvious in love, they can take advantage. We have to learn to give 50% of our love to our partners and 50% to ourselves but we give them 100% of our trust that makes it more equal.

Corpse Bride

1. Young man, you must learn your vows

A person must commit to something sacred so it could give the other person the assurance she needed to feel secure with the relationship.

2. What does that whispy little brat have that you don't have double?
She can't hold a candle to the beauty of your smile
Overrated by a mile

Its when there is another girl that your man sees and with that, he dont see that you are far more better than her but he keeps on choosing what he thinks is better for him.

3. If only he could see
How special you can be
If he only knew the you that we know

Sometimes, your man does not see your worth the way your friends does.

4. There must be something to undo what is done

If the outcome is negative, we tend to find ways to make things positive.

5. perhaps in disappointments we are perfectly matched

Its mutual pain we share.

6. can heart still break once it stop beating?

Its when you're hurt so bad "nth times" and the feeling is gone yet the one that you love most still tried to break your heart.

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory

1. everyone has a chance.. 

2. the best kind of prize is a surprise...

3. the endorphin theory of love is a view that when two people fall in love the body will release a plethora of endorphins, the body's natural morphine (a heroine like substance), and that this accounts for the pleasurable feelings of being in love --- by eating chocolates

Cast Away

"You got to keep breathing because tomorrow the sun will rise.. who knows what the tide can bring.."

Its like saying - I got to keep breathing even though there is no reason to hope..

Alice in Wonderland

1. you can always paint the roses red

Its like in life, you can always have a solution for every problem that you may encounter even if its too impossible to solve.  

2. where have you've been lurking

If there is somebody that you really want so bad has been sneaking around and dont want to let you see him and it gets hard to find that person you are looking for. 

3. its far more better to be feared than loved

When you are feared, you get control. Yes not all will be true to you but you gain respect and people will care if you get mad or if something has been troubling you they will be afraid of you that you might do something unpredictable. This is for selfish people who uses their power to gain control over things which is sometimes advantageous to some who play safe and dont want to get hurt.

For being loved, the difference is that people will be true to you and "what you see you get". But, with being loved, you give them chance to choose. Its a give and take scenario. The disadvantage of being loved is you take risk and eventually get hurt in the process which is not seen when you are selfish and self-centered.

 4. its just a pigment of my imagination

Its just you who are assuming, others dont see it the way you do. 

5. ill miss you when i wake up

Its like you only see somebody in the dreamworld.. and once you open your eyes to reach them they were not there. This are the people who are out of your life since they choose to left you.

Qoute #37

"the truth is all of us will die.. the question is... what will you do if you die today?" - Meong

I was delighted to see this status from a friend of mine which makes me remember of my true insights of what i call "gift of life".

Before i read this qoutation, i was down and lonely due to some inevitable circumstances that made me sad and depressed. But i forgot at a minute that i always make it to a point to live a happy life no matter how painful my life can be... but it must not stop there. I must move on and be happy and appreciate what life can offer. I was thankful that i have remembered this mindset of mine so i could go on again and be strong.

My response to the qoute was:

"Being afraid of death means you are not happy at all today. When you live your life like you can die exactly at this moment i could say you are happy and contented with life.That is why they always say live your life to the fullest, some may not be good at you/circumstances seems to be bad at times but as long as you accept them and thank them from coming and not be bitter about it then there is life. The gift of life of eternal happiness is when you are happy in every seconds of your life  Hello death you can take me anytime im happy now (even death will be afraid to take someone as happy as you are)" - Crisena

Excerpt #2

11. It was her own fault that she had fallen in love with him.

12. She cursed herself for lowering her guard and letting him into her life.

13. When she came to her senses again she cut off all contact with him. It had not been easy, but she had steeled herself.

14. She did not have a grain feeling left, because it would have been the same as bleeding to death.

15. His attitude had always been that if a woman clearly indicated that she did not want anything more to do with him, he would go away.

16. She liked her tattoos, especially the dragon on her left shoulder blade.

17. The driver was a rasta, and the bus sound system was playing "No woman No cry" full blast. 

Qoute #36

"you only bleed for me like a new tattoo
when i give you pain, you want it more and more
and you left me with a scar when the pain is gone." -  Crisena

This is about tattoo addiction. Once you had one, you will crave for another tattoo. The pain that the tattoo gives you is so addicting that you always wanted to tattoo yourself.Almost being a masochist.

In love, for some they wanted to feel the pain. Some may have wanted having a fight then "kiss and makeup". They love the sweetness of being together after a fight. But it hurts having silent war with your love ones. You just cant wait for the time that you two will be okay again in time. But just like a new tattoo, some people wanted to fell pain rather than just expressing love and being positive and happy. Some may be used to it and the pleasure it gives makes them want it more and more. But as a drawback with these process, the pain that caused the couple to fight and quarrel will then leave a scar to its heart and will be permanent forever.

Excerpt #1

1. "But steel drums fascinated her. It seemed hardly feasible that anyone could tune an oil barrel, and even less credible that the barrel could make music like nothing else in the world. She thought those sounds were like magic"

2. "Her studies had been unsystematic and without any real objective"

3. "He was not in love with her-they were about as unlike as two people could possibly be- but he was very fond of her and really missed her, exasperating as she sometimes was. He had though their liking was mutual. In short, he felt like an idiot. "

4. "Finally he made a decision. If she thought so little of him that she could not even bring herself to greet him when they saw each other, then their friendship was apparently over and the damage irreparable. He would make no attempt to contact her again."

5. "She had bought the garments that she never needed before."

6. "Just how dangerous is she?"

7. "He loved puzzles and riddles. To him, the answer was always obvious"

8. " Mathematics was actually a logical puzzle with endless variations-riddles that could be solved. The trick was not to solve the arithmetical problem. The trick was to understand combinations of various rules that made it possible to solve any mathematical problem whatsoever"

9. "The problem was simply that even if they counted until the end of time, they would never be able to test all existing numbers-they are inifinite"

10. "That was very brave but awfully stupid.."

Qoute #35

"You wake up in the morning thinking what life can offer for you
Chances may be rare but once life gives it to you today
It is for you to grab it or regret it in the evening before you go to sleep" - Crisena

Its living your life to the fullest and grabbing all opportunity at hand. Everything that will make you happy, just do it so you will not regret it later on.

Qoute #34

"Your simple acts always changes my life... now i am to thank you that i realized i have to go on this track.. you will always be the best catalyst and no one can replace you... stay with me forever... please dont leave me again... or ill live in hell and say hello to death one more time..." - Crisena

I am happy with the thought that he was just there. Living without him is like living in hell so i dont want to go back there anymore, so as long as i keep him, ill be happy whatever the status.

Qoute #33

"The most powerful vitamin cannot be bought inside a drug store... yours was the most powerful dose that last a lifetime .. thanks for the dose.." -  Crisena

The (dose) feeling is like connection and happiness. You have shared the happiness of ones person and was given to the other. It was not selfish, it is giving love.

Qoute #32

"If its symmetrical then its wonderful..." - Crisena

If the feeling is mutual then its good and its magical.

Qoute #31

"I love it when you tame me... you are the only person who can do that... my personal cannabis..." - Crisena

Cannabis, as defined by my friend, is under the downers drugs. I was so hyper sometimes due to my id and he was the only one to tame me... nobody can do these to me: who can lock you inside an elevator? Well he does..

Qoute #30

"There will always be that something in you that will keep me light... keep in touch with me until death..." - Crisena

There was this special person that no matter what he does, still he is special, may it be positive or negative, nothing has changed. And just by merely talking with him, makes me really happy.. and i wish it will stay long up until i die...

Qoutes #29

"I still cant find a way to let go of you... whatever happens ill stay... no matter how painful the ending... ill stay..." - Crisena

There comes a time that i really find it hard to analyze how i wanted to stay with someone uncertain. At first i was getting opinions from my friends and they gave me negative thoughts about it. And i realized i should not talk about it with them, i know they are concerned but i realized, it is me who can answer to all of my questions.

The only question is: where am i going to be happy? If waiting will make me happy, then ill wait. If staying will be happy even if ill be walking blind and walk blurry, ill stay. No matter what happens, ill stay, even if the risk is high and painful.

I know i dont have to expect anything from you, but as long as we talk and i feel you stay, i feel fine. I know i may do something wrong along the way, but i will try my best to make things right.

Whatever the ending, ive decided to fight, now lets get back to business. No expectations, no limits and no deadline, just pure bliss...

Psalm 88

O LORD, the God who saves me,

day and night I cry out before you.
2 May my prayer come before you;
turn your ear to my cry.
3 For my soul is full of trouble
and my life draws near the grave.
4 I am counted among those who go down to the pit;
I am like a man without strength.
5 I am set apart with the dead,
like the slain who lie in the grave,
whom you remember no more,
who are cut off from your care.
6 You have put me in the lowest pit,
in the darkest depths.
7 Your wrath lies heavily upon me;
you have overwhelmed me with all your waves.
Selah
8 You have taken from me my closest friends
and have made me repulsive to them.
I am confined and cannot escape;
9 my eyes are dim with grief.
I call to you, O LORD, every day;
I spread out my hands to you.
10 Do you show your wonders to the dead?
Do those who are dead rise up and praise you?
Selah
11 Is your love declared in the grave,
your faithfulness in Destruction [d] ?
12 Are your wonders known in the place of darkness,
or your righteous deeds in the land of oblivion?
13 But I cry to you for help, O LORD;
in the morning my prayer comes before you.
14 Why, O LORD, do you reject me
and hide your face from me?
15 From my youth I have been afflicted and close to death;
I have suffered your terrors and am in despair.
16 Your wrath has swept over me;
your terrors have destroyed me.
17 All day long they surround me like a flood;
they have completely engulfed me.
18 You have taken my companions and loved ones from me;
the darkness is my closest friend.

Qoute #28

"I wish that when i get the chance to be reincarnated.. i already found you... so i will never be lost again and die..." -  Crisena

This is about hoping to find true love. 

There are many faces of love and true love is really hard to find and define.

For me, true love is when you symmetrically love and need each other... your mutual in ways and you both think of each others benefits. The kind of benefits you share is priceless and must not be counted over time. Its genuine... its unique and rare... 

Maybe, true love may not be seen in positive ways only... true love can also be seen when you are mutually hurt in times that you accidentally hurt each other... we are human and we are bound to make mistakes so sometimes we misinterpret each other... but for true love.. the case is that, no matter how painful it was... still at the end of the day he/she can tell himself/herself... i cannot live without him/her and i don't want him/her to get out of my life...

For true love, you cannot give too much nor too less, it must be equal. This is the hardest part of being in love. There will be expectations on both sides, and the other may be higher which makes it complicated. But for true love, we compromise. Its not how many you give as long as one compromise. If the other just give up, then it will never work out. Its tiring to work out things, but for true love, you always find ways to make it work.

When things does not work out and you broke up with each other, as long as the break up is mutual then its true love. It may be a little confusing but yes, it is true love. Why? Because both of you wanted that your partner be happy rather than staying with you. You know you cannot give what they wanted so you let go. It may also hurt a bit but as long as its mutual for both of you, it is still true love. And hey, the saying "friends can be lovers but lovers cannot be friends" will not apply to true love because if you value the person so much, you wont consider the negative things he/she have done to you so you can always consider him/her as friends. It may take a while since we need to have time to accept things but being friends with an ex is true love. The only risk is that, it must be mutual that they will only be friends and no more than that. But it will always be up to both sides if how they can manage as being friends only.

People only see love in positive ways like if couples are sweet, loving, caring, understanding, etc... all positive descriptions you can think of is considered as true love. But then again, we should also look at its negative side like pain, agony, depression, etc... all negative. Only that for negative, the way to make things work is when you mutually stay positive with each other even if things become negative.

Qoute #27

"I hand you a knife and you stab me to death..." - Crisena

 The pain feels like someone is stabbing you every minute... unlike when someone kills you with a gun, you die immediately but with a knife, the pain is felt deeply into your heart. 

I thought that the golden rule will always apply that on how much you give will be returned back to you.. unfortunately it was not happening with me.. the more i give and the less they value me.. the less i give and the more i feel they value me more as a person...

And sometimes when you cant carry the pain anymore while that special someone is stabbing you with his knife, you just prayed to die already... you dont want to live again.. if death can save you from hurting...

Qoute #26

"The power of enjoying life lies to every taken opportunity and risk; never live with all the "what if's". Live life to the most craziest and dangerous thing you could do since we would die anyways so why be afraid to live with death. I guarantee you it would be twice as fun than living with norms and shit" - Crisena

We live by norms and with these it put so much pressure on us. Having a pressured life is not fun at all.


Lets take for example like marriage. Everyone is planning their future ahead like at this certain age i must be married, have 2 children and so on and so forth. Now the time has come that you dont have a stable relationship by the age of 28.. panic..pressure and a lot of stress was put on you and this leaves you with a negative aura. Live life as simple as "so what if i dont get married, so what if i dont have a child". With these mind set, you are relax and you dont put so much pressure on yourself and that gives a positive aura and may attract positive outputs. In this case, you can find some alternative solution like you can adopt a baby or have a pet of your own. It may sound very sad to "normal" people but then as long as you are happy with it there is nothing wrong. Yes, it is normal to have a family with a husband, a wife and a child and yours was You alone and an adopted child/dog... but as long as your happy and contented with your life there must be no problem. Live with these and you'll be enjoying the outcome.


Another example is like you do what you wanted in life whatever it maybe, how awkward or how unusual it may be as long as you really wanted it.For we adventurous people, we say "So why be afraid to die, when you don't even know what will happen. At least i have done the things that i wanted rather than i choose to sit back and regret that i never even tried it." In short and simple way - Break the rules (depends on the risk it may bring if its low then go, if its high then think twice first before risking your life.)


Well there are too many examples to mention, bottomline here is that.. go for the thing that you wanted so you wont regret it later on. Live life to the fullest so you'll be proud to say "I died a blissful death". And never forget to thank God for everything that He has given you. Appreciate the so called "gift of life". We are bounded by wanting the things that are not given to us and this gives so much pressure on us like material things, car, house, clothes and so much more. If we try to learn to enjoy what we have and just be thankful for what blessing He had given us, everyday is a brand new day and you will really feel happy. Love your mom, your dad and your siblings and always appreciate them. Always think that this is your last day on earth and giving love is the only remembrance you could give to your love ones. Love everyone that makes you happy and learn to appreciate them. And never forget to thank God and ask for His guidance. Living this life is a wonderful blessing.

Qoute #25

"Its harder to smile when you know you are about to cry when crying is the only solution for me to take you back...
but then i realized it would be better if i say
its harder to cry when i am about to smile...
when smiling is the only solution for me to thank you for coming back..." - Crisena

Before i experience saying good bye with someone so special in my heart. I decided that when we see each other face to face, i want that he will never see me cry or sad because we have to part ways. I want that last moments be memorable even though its painful. I know it would be the last time i could see his face, the last time i could talk with him, so i see to it that every moment we share are just happy moments even though its also killing me. The time that we are about to really let go of each other, i really had a hard time putting on a mask on my face just to be able to smile.

Time pass and i was surprised that he was coming back. This is the time when i told myself that its much harder to cry now when all i think of is smile since i never have thought of him coming back to my life again. The old flame is still there.. and nothing has changed. I am happy now that at least, we are still able to talk again. As simple as that, no pressure and no expectations... just the mere fact that you are just there for me and you will never ever let me go again, i am happy... this is what i call "eternal bliss".

Qoute #24

"I can hear angel's voices.. softly crying for someone she have loved and lost.. does it hurt so bad for an angel to cry?" - Crisena

Every woman has the most precious tears that must not be shed for someone that is not worth crying for.

Qoute #23

"Sometimes whatever you do, whatever you say, whatever words and expressions you give if the other have set their minds different than yours then everything will be useless.. and nothing will ever change it.." - Crisena

The hardest thing to reverse is a mind set. It takes a good psychological skills to be able to reverse the situation. If for instance you dont know how to psych out a person, then the end point here is that you will never ever convince him/her to change their minds.

Qoute #22

"Everyday that i wake up, i dig up my grave.. i dont know how deep it was now.. i just know that days pass without you feels like dying young.." - Crisena

When the most important person in your life left you behind, everyday seems to be like having business deals with death. You know you dont want to die yet but the mere fact that the special person left you becomes the main reason why you should agree to death to take your soul.

Death can see that you are in deep pain and agony, so death will be certain that you really need to take a rest and better die rather than seeing you having a hard time. That is how concern death is with you in this crucial time so its either you take it or you leave it.

Qoute #21

1. "Will i ever find a killer that does not kill?" - A lover that will never hurt you

2. "If i hand you a gun, will you pull the trigger?" - If i give you my heart, will you break it?

3. "If only killing somebody out of your mind is as easy as ctrl-atl-delete then i could have shutdown now and sleep" - Insomnia

4. "Not only dead people are cold.." - Silent War

5. "you are priceless.. i cant even buy your name.." - Someone that cannot be yours. For girls, you cannot be their wife so you cant have their surnames on.

5 Faces of Death - Crisena

1. SIGHT

"You only see what you wanted to see.." she said and i crazily answer "then that is why i am blind now...?"


"That is because you dont want to open it again. you are not blind its just that your eyes are closed.."


"Did she said my eyes were closed?? but why? Am i afraid of something that is why i do not want to open my eyes again?Or am i just sleeping trying to forget things i do not want to remember?"

2. HEARING

"Why she is deaf now?" she asked.
"She is not deaf its just that she does not want to pay attention.." i answered.


3. SMELL

"You only smell what is good for your nose.. you dont want to smell garbages." she said.

"Well how do you comfort your nose if you smell something's fishy?"i asked.

"You cover it up with your hands." she replied.

4. TASTE

"How sure of you that you have put all the ingredients here?" the angry chef asked.

"I should know since i always follow the right steps to perfect it." i answered.

"No you dont.. it does not taste good enough for you to pass." the chef replied.

"I wont believe you for i have never forgotten to put love to that." i said.

"i should say it was a lost love then.."

5. TOUCH

"Do you hear the beat of my heart?" i said.

"No i dont.." he replied.

"You will not since you never tried to touch it."

Qoute #20

"this is a one way street im takin
and at the end of the road is a death toll
a death toll..
where i can find this pill to kill my brain
and the words you gave for my heart to stop" - Crisena

When the most important person left you behind, the feeling is like you wanted to die. You feel lost and you feel alone. You only see death coming near you and you loose hope.

Qouted from my friends

"ill give you the pill to kill my brain and the words from my heart to stop" - Lolo

This is a death pill where it will let your brain to stop functioning and so do your heart. Your heart will stop beating and eventually you became uninterested with anybody else. All you want was the person who left you alone in the dark. Even after all the heart aches, this person is the only way to save you from death. Nothing is more important to you than he/she coming back to your life

Qoute #19

"Don't try to heal a battle scar, for it will always be a mark of death..." - Crisena'

When we fall in love and we encounter problems in our relationship, we tend to fight for that love. But sometimes we fail to save it and it leaves us a battle scar.

People usually hide the pain in their hearts. They smile even though their hearts are aching.

Moving on must not be these way. Cry as much as you could. Shout as much as you could. Just be sure that after all the crying and shouting, when you get out of your room, you will be relieved and say to yourself you are ready to move on.

Death is sweet only when you accept it. As long as you fight against death, it will only lead you to great depressions. Embrace death, accept the fact that the love has died. Once you do these, then it will be easier for you to move on.