Qoute #47

Its a bright new sunny day
I feel like floating in vast air
Who would have thought this day could be better than yesterday
Have i seen the light again?


I thank the good Lord for letting me into the heavens
So i can sing and chat with His angels
I never had these wonderful things
During the days i was with darkness


This place...
Its illuminating here...Refreshing..
I feel like a brand new soul
This is heaven, this is life

Can anyone give me the right answer to my question?

Again i found myself locked in darkness...

When will i ever see the light again.. i hope and pray that everyday in my life i will wake up happy...

I once walk out of my comfort zone and it did not work out well...

Now i am planning to leave my comfort zone again.. im afraid to try once more..

Lord will you take me with you so i can have peace of mind..

I dont want to be disturbed every now and then... ive been trying to live my life the right way yet i dont know if im taking the right track.. please lead me to the right path.. im lost Lord... i dont know what to do and how i can live my life with this everyday baggage.. its so heavy.. i need your help Lord...

I am sorry for being human.. for being a sinner..

A letter to myself

There had been a make or break decision in my life before and looking now i think it did not work out well... and i cant take back everything from the day i made that decision..

I once look back and i saw that everything is in place except me.. i was stuck in no where..

Now i realize to obtain the balance i should not look back.. I should let go of all the things I know can affect me right now.. Accept the things the way it should be..

I have too many hang ups in life and as long as i entertain it.. I will only entertain negative things and suffer like this... It will be hard to walk like this forever...

The one thing i know ive lost is nobody but myself.. and i think that is the only reason to look back... I should find myself...

I wanted that when people see me again.. they would know its me... the happy and contented me, the strong and stress free...

I think its time to move on now before i completely lose myself...

Life must not be played as complicated as it seems to be...

Help Me Bring back my balance

Lord,

Im tired of things that cause me pain.. i cannot make it through your trial.. help me bring back my balance... im so scared... im so down.. im so hurt..

if i fail your trial...help me try again... i cant do it alone my Lord...

im having sick thoughts and nightmares... and when i wake up i still got my nightmare on it.. im day dreaming nightmares...

Lord i know this will bring out the best in me.. to make me strong.. but as the days pass im slowly getting weak.. Lord be with me this time.. i most need you...

I miss you

why do you always have to let me wait?