1. Just because someone stumbles and loses their way, does not meant they are lost forever.
2. And as frightening as it can be, that pain will make you stronger if you allow yourself to feel it. Embrace it. It will make you more powerful than you can ever imagine. The greatest gift we have is to bear their pain without breaking and it comes from your most human part - hope.
Monday, June 23, 2014
Why do we wake up in the morning?
The ultimate question I always ask and wonder everyday of my life.
Been having too many struggles lately and I am perplexed with what to do with everyday battles.
Battles where I lose and win... I stumble and fall and tried to get up again.
Why was life so complicated to live? Or one can decide to make it simple or complicated? Surrendering to God is never easy, i am not used to not having control over what I need and want to do. But being obedient seem to be the only thing that could save me from hurting.
What was the will of God for me?
I am almost done with pruning phase, it was a hard process to accept that I am but a really bad person full of bitterness, selfishness, self-centered bitch, narcist, pride.. almost all negative traits i have it.. but God wants me to overcome everything to be pure. I am not used to being a good girl, but as much as I want to be in the right path, I have to seriously change for the better.
I lost a lot of people during this journey, and i even lost myself to the thought of being a new person.. i never saw the light until God gave me wisdom that He loves me so much He would not want to risk me being hurt again.
This may be hard today, but i pray and have faith that tomorrow will bring a better day.
Been having too many struggles lately and I am perplexed with what to do with everyday battles.
Battles where I lose and win... I stumble and fall and tried to get up again.
Why was life so complicated to live? Or one can decide to make it simple or complicated? Surrendering to God is never easy, i am not used to not having control over what I need and want to do. But being obedient seem to be the only thing that could save me from hurting.
What was the will of God for me?
I am almost done with pruning phase, it was a hard process to accept that I am but a really bad person full of bitterness, selfishness, self-centered bitch, narcist, pride.. almost all negative traits i have it.. but God wants me to overcome everything to be pure. I am not used to being a good girl, but as much as I want to be in the right path, I have to seriously change for the better.
I lost a lot of people during this journey, and i even lost myself to the thought of being a new person.. i never saw the light until God gave me wisdom that He loves me so much He would not want to risk me being hurt again.
This may be hard today, but i pray and have faith that tomorrow will bring a better day.
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