" I am exquisite" says my Lord.
"Dazzling, spotless, immaculate, superb..."
His love for me is perfect.
He is the greatest man.
His silence is beautiful to my ears, the most beautiful hymn.. solemn..
He is my Alpha and Omega.
His soul is everlasting. His thoughts profound.
I adore Him.. my Lord, my All.
You are the man I am looking for all my life. The man that will never leave me,
will never hurt me, always honest, always loving and understanding.
I have found the perfect man in you! I finally found you,my Lord.
With you I will never be anxious, with you I shall not fear.
I declare my Love for you and thank you for accepting me wholly, without any doubt,
even If I have wronged you, you stayed with me and start anew.
Thursday, July 17, 2014
Thursday, July 3, 2014
Pride and Arrogance Test
God was so good to answer that I have passed this crucial test. I thought I failed, but I won Victory.
I always thought that I am a very bad person and that I do not know how to seriously love somebody and I am too manipulative for them.
One of the people I loved before once told me, how I am not conforming with the moral laws and that I am too conceited and I am boring..
I was so hurt realizing that in the beginning. My life in hell had turned me into something that no one would ever want to be with for the rest of their lives.
I know he is right, God used him to make me realize how close enough I am to changing to be a better person.
I know I am a bad person and my logic was bad, I know that I am not the good person to be with.. but I tried my best to change to be a better person.
I never lied to anyone ever again, tried to really be honest and speak with my mind, tried to watch my words and kept myself humble even if at first it sucks to be not sinning... withdrawing from sin and keeping it to the right track was a challenge for someone like me.
I am used to lying to get what I want, used to cheating to get satisfied and used to not feeling any emotions whatsoever to other people.. I never cared genuinely.. but things turned upside down because God saved me and God will save anyone who genuinely get serious on changing.
I am sorry for being a bad person... this article had given me so much hope that I know I have changed for being the person God wants me to be. I thank God for making me feel I am in the right path now... and what I did with the previous person i loved.. was humility and genuine love.. I learned to let him go because I am still the wrong person at that time for him.. and I am not selfish enough to make him stay because I have no good thing to offer.
I pray to God.. that one day, I would finally find the right one for me.. but I have to be the right person first.
http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/insight/201404/how-end-the-right-partner
"I suspect that what many decent people in such relationships or marriages don’t realize, until they have endured a very long stretch of unfairness, is that their arrogant partner entered the relationship expecting special consideration. Much like in a dating relationship in which the party who desires the other more must accommodate the other’s wishes, the arrogant spouse assumes you will do more than half the work to compensate for your lower desirability. Their expectation sounds unreasonable, but arrogant people are image builders not truth-seekers." === hahaha I am guilty of this, but i already change that. Thought the book "Why men love bitches" are a good read but not. Psychology of man and Psychology of God is wayyyyy to different.
I would argue that neither the girlfriend nor the boyfriend in these scenarios is decent enough to marry. In each case, the person demeaned his or her lover. If the roles were reversed, you would never belittle anyone! Your worst headache might make you a bit short with the person, but never insulting. Their belittling behavior (including the use of the word “slut”—which a humble person would not use) signals their arrogance, a trait tied to deception and exploitation (5). === so both of us were arrogant then. I thought this is normal to people being in love to outburst their emotions. But now I realized that yes for a humble person, he/she can never belittle anyone even if we are angry.
When you try to dump the person after an outburst like the one described above, he or she might argue that they said they were sorry and it was only one mistake. But while a humble person acknowledges your right to leave and does not interfere with it, the arrogant person has an image to defend.
The trait of humility is a must-have that undergirds sincerity and the promise of a fair marriage.
When you do find that sincere, humble, fair-minded person, you might be shocked to discover how sexy he or she is. It might be overwhelming to finally share a passion based on discovering the person in front of you—free from the conventional gender roles and judgments. There is nothing to fear, however, because the formula for communicating remains simple: You always mean what you say. === at least I know now, Ive done it right. I thought all along I am a bad person, but in the end, I passed the test of Pride and Arrogance.
Thank you Lord for the final proof. Thank you Lord for freeing me from torturing myself for thinking how bad I am.
I always thought that I am a very bad person and that I do not know how to seriously love somebody and I am too manipulative for them.
One of the people I loved before once told me, how I am not conforming with the moral laws and that I am too conceited and I am boring..
I was so hurt realizing that in the beginning. My life in hell had turned me into something that no one would ever want to be with for the rest of their lives.
I know he is right, God used him to make me realize how close enough I am to changing to be a better person.
I know I am a bad person and my logic was bad, I know that I am not the good person to be with.. but I tried my best to change to be a better person.
I never lied to anyone ever again, tried to really be honest and speak with my mind, tried to watch my words and kept myself humble even if at first it sucks to be not sinning... withdrawing from sin and keeping it to the right track was a challenge for someone like me.
I am used to lying to get what I want, used to cheating to get satisfied and used to not feeling any emotions whatsoever to other people.. I never cared genuinely.. but things turned upside down because God saved me and God will save anyone who genuinely get serious on changing.
I am sorry for being a bad person... this article had given me so much hope that I know I have changed for being the person God wants me to be. I thank God for making me feel I am in the right path now... and what I did with the previous person i loved.. was humility and genuine love.. I learned to let him go because I am still the wrong person at that time for him.. and I am not selfish enough to make him stay because I have no good thing to offer.
I pray to God.. that one day, I would finally find the right one for me.. but I have to be the right person first.
http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/insight/201404/how-end-the-right-partner
"I suspect that what many decent people in such relationships or marriages don’t realize, until they have endured a very long stretch of unfairness, is that their arrogant partner entered the relationship expecting special consideration. Much like in a dating relationship in which the party who desires the other more must accommodate the other’s wishes, the arrogant spouse assumes you will do more than half the work to compensate for your lower desirability. Their expectation sounds unreasonable, but arrogant people are image builders not truth-seekers." === hahaha I am guilty of this, but i already change that. Thought the book "Why men love bitches" are a good read but not. Psychology of man and Psychology of God is wayyyyy to different.
I would argue that neither the girlfriend nor the boyfriend in these scenarios is decent enough to marry. In each case, the person demeaned his or her lover. If the roles were reversed, you would never belittle anyone! Your worst headache might make you a bit short with the person, but never insulting. Their belittling behavior (including the use of the word “slut”—which a humble person would not use) signals their arrogance, a trait tied to deception and exploitation (5). === so both of us were arrogant then. I thought this is normal to people being in love to outburst their emotions. But now I realized that yes for a humble person, he/she can never belittle anyone even if we are angry.
When you try to dump the person after an outburst like the one described above, he or she might argue that they said they were sorry and it was only one mistake. But while a humble person acknowledges your right to leave and does not interfere with it, the arrogant person has an image to defend.
The trait of humility is a must-have that undergirds sincerity and the promise of a fair marriage.
When you do find that sincere, humble, fair-minded person, you might be shocked to discover how sexy he or she is. It might be overwhelming to finally share a passion based on discovering the person in front of you—free from the conventional gender roles and judgments. There is nothing to fear, however, because the formula for communicating remains simple: You always mean what you say. === at least I know now, Ive done it right. I thought all along I am a bad person, but in the end, I passed the test of Pride and Arrogance.
Thank you Lord for the final proof. Thank you Lord for freeing me from torturing myself for thinking how bad I am.
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