I am a highly functioning sociopath

The 10 signs of a sociopath.

by High Functioning Sociopath on Tuesday, November 6, 2012 at 9:15am ·

1. Sociopaths are charming. Sociopaths have high charisma and tend to attract a following just because people want to be around them. They have a "glow" about them that attracts people who typically seek guidance or direction. They often appear to be sexy or have a strong sexual attraction. Not all sexy people are sociopaths, obviously, but watch out for over-the-top sexual appetites and fetishes.
2. Sociopaths are more spontaneous and intense than other people. They tend to do bizarre, sometimes erratic things that most regular people wouldn't do. They are unbound by normal social contracts. Their behavior often seems irrational or extremely risky. Generally they cannot be read by most people due to their ever changing behaviour.
3. Sociopaths are incapable of feeling shame, guilt or remorse. Their brains simply lack the circuitry to process such emotions. This allows them to betray people, threaten people or harm people without giving it a second thought. They pursue any action that serves their own self interest even if it seriously harms others.
4. Sociopaths seek to dominate others and "win" at all costs. They hate to lose any argument or fight and will viciously defend their honour, even to the point of logical absurdity.
5. Sociopaths tend to be highly intelligent, but they use their brainpower to deceive others rather than empower them. Their high IQ's often make them dangerous. This is why many of the best-known serial killers who successfully evaded law enforcement were sociopaths.
6. Sociopaths speak poetically. They are master wordsmiths, able to deliver a running "stream of consciousness" monologue that is both intriguing and hypnotic. They are expert storytellers and even poets. 
7. Sociopaths never apologize. They often feel they are never wrong. They never feel guilt. They can rarely apologize. Even if shown proof that they were wrong, they will be reluctant to apologize and instead go on the attack.
8. Sociopaths can regress their state of mind rapidly. They often start off with small risks and erratic bahaviour which often leads to stronger and more heinous acts and even violence. If you anger or irritate a sociopath it can be very dangerous.
9. Sociopaths are secretive. They do not like their personal information to be commonly known or people asking them questions. They will often lie or deflect questions as to avoid giving away personal details.
10. Sociopaths are highly perceptive. They can notice the smallest thing or change in anything and remember most things they see and encounter.

Qoute #93

If you stopped worrying about tomorrow, wouldn't that give you more time to actually enjoy and savor today?

Trust your crazy ideas..

Your imagination is the preview to life's coming attractions.

if you have something to say to a loved one, don't wait until tomorrow. Too late comes sooner than later.


How will you change the world?

The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most credentials, the most money or the most awards. They are the ones who care.

Live your life so that your children can tell their children that you not only stood for something wonderful- you acted on it.

Qoute #92

There has never been another you. 
You are once-in-all-history event. 
You are new nature.
You are one of a kind, no one can really predict the heights you may soar.
Even you will not know until you spread your wings. 
You may not be able to see your undeveloped potential, but its there - and its enormous.

Qoute #91

The tragedy of life does not lie in not reaching your goals, the tragedy lies in not having a goal to reach. 

It isn't a calamity to die with dreams unfulfilled, but it is a calamity not to dream.

It is not a disaster to be unable to capture your ideals, but it is a disaster to have no ideals to capture. 

It is not a disgrace not to reach the stars, but it is a disgrace to have no stars to reach.

Notes #2

11. Seeing - that is, the perceiving with the eyes - is easy. Observation - absorbing into your brain the data provided by your eyes- is much more taxing.

12. The world is full of obvious things which nobody by any chance ever observes.

13. The more you practice the skill, the more natural it will become. Just as important as developing your visual observation skills is improving your listening abilities.

Notes #1

1. Benedict Cumberbatch as a Holmes who oscillates between brooding moodiness one moment and manic energy the next. Is the epitome of geek sexiness.

2. Holmes fantastic feats of intellect of identikit celebrities, multi layered psychology have never seemed more fascinating.

3. You know a conjurer gets no credit when once he has explained his trick and if i showed you too much of my method of working, you will come to a conclusion that i am a very ordinary people after all. And even if he had shared, he had little faith in the ability of others to truly understand his methods.

4. A man should keep his little brain attic stocked with all the furniture that he is likely to use, and the rest he can put away in the lumber room of his library, where he can get it if he wants it.

5. A brain without a heart, as deficient in human sympathy as he was pre eminent in intelligence.

6. Holmes nestled somewhere uncomfortably. The ordinary, everyday world bored him, which could make him seem distant, disinterested and even callous. This was an unfortunate side effect of his on going quest for excitement, for the unusual, for the sort of problem that could only be solved by his particular type of mind...

7. It was work that imperilled his life but which fulfilled a deep seated need within him for intellectual challenge and heart stopping adrenalin rushes.
Being Holmes was no easy option, and to follow in his intellectual footsteps is not a journey for a fainted heart.

8. Like all great artist he lived for his arts sake.

9. How often is imagination the mother of truth.

10. the brain is incredibly durable and can grow and change to cope with any number of new demand made upon it.

Excerpt #6

51. You cant kill an idea, can you? He wants to destroy me inch by inch. Its a game, Lestrade, and not one i'm willing to play.

52. Sherlock: I don't care what people think.

Watson: You'd care if they thought you were stupid or wrong.

No, that would just make them stupid or wrong

Watson: Sherlock, i don't want the world believing you're.. A fraud.

Sherlock: you're worried they're right.. What? That they're right about me. That's why you are upset. You cant entertain the possibility they maybe right. Moriarty is playing with your mind too, cant you see whats going on.

Watson: no i know you for real.

Sherlock: 100%

Watson: well nobody could fake being such an annoying dick all the time.

53. Hes got my whole life story, that's what you do when you sell a big lie, you wrap it up in the truth to make it more palatable. It'll be your word against his. Hes been sowing doubt into peoples mind. There is only one thing he needs to do to complete his game and that..is to kill me.

54. You are wrong you know, you do count. You've always counted and I've always trusted you. But you were right i'm not okay.

55. Alone is what i have. Alone protects me.

56. All my life I've been searching for distraction  and you were the best distraction and now i don't even have you because I've beaten you. And you know what, in the end it was easy. Now ive got to go back playing with the ordinary people and it turns out you're ordinary, just like all of them. I know you'd fall for it, that's your weakness. You always want everything to be clever.

57. Sherlock: I don't have to die if i got you.I am you. Prepared to do anything. Prepared to burn. Prepared to do what ordinary people wont do. You want me to shake hands with you in hell? I shall not disappoint you.

Moriarty: i see you are not ordinary, you are me. As long as i'm alive you can save our friends, you've got a way out.

58. Watson: I'm angry.

Mrs. Hudson: Its okay john, there's nothing usual in that. That's the way he made everyone feel.

Excerpt #5

41. Mycroft: One lonely naive man desparately tries to show off and a woman clever enough to make him feel special.
Sherlock: you should screen your defense people more carefully
Mycroft: im not talking about MOd man, im talking about you
The promise of love, the pain of loss, the joy of redemption. Then give him a puzzle and watch him dance.
How quickly did you decipher that email for her?
Sherlock: was it a full minute
Mycroft: or were you really eager to impress?
Irene: i think it was less than five seconds.

42. Irene: The ice man and the virgin. Didnt even ask for anything, he just likes to cause trouble, now thats my kind of man.
Microft: and here you are the dominatrix who brought a nation to its knees.Nicely played.
Sherlock: no, you are carried away. The game was too elaborate, you were enjoying yourself too much. There is no such thing as too much. Enjoying the thrill of the chase is fine.craving the distraction of the game, i sympathise, but sentiment?
Sentiment is a chemical defect found in the losing side.
Irene: sentiment? What are you talking about?
Sherlock: you.
Irene: you dont actually think i was interested in you? Why? Because youre the great sherlock holmes? The clever detective in the funny hat?
Sherlock: no, because i took your pulse. Elevated. Your pupils dilated. I imagine watson thinks loves a mystery to me, but chemistry is incredibly simple and very destructive.when we first met, you told me that disguise is always a self portrait - how true of you. The combination to your safe, your measurements, but this is far more intimate, this is your heart, and you should never let it rule your head. Yu could have chosen a number and walked out with everything.but you couldnt resist it, could you? Ive always assumed that love is a dangerous disadvantage. Thank you for the final proof.
Irene: everything i just said, its not real.
Sherlock: yes i know, and thisis just losing.
TypeSherlock: i am sherlocked

43. Sherlock: why would it upset you?
Watson: just try to keep a low profile.

44. Watson:Look sherlock, we have to be rational about this. Ok now you, of all people, cant just.. Lets just stick to what we know, yes? Stick to the facts
Sherlock: once youve ruled the impossible, must be true.
Watson: what does that mean?
Sherlock: look at me.. Im afraid john.. Ive always been able to keep myself distant. Divorce myself from feelings. But look you see, bodys betraying me. Interesting, yes, emotions.

45. There are 2 types of fan
Type a: catch me before i kill again
Type b: your bedrooms just a taxi ride away.

46. Reporter: Theres all sorts of gossip in the press about you.
Sooner or later youre going to need someone on our side
Someone to set the record straight
Sherlock: you think youre the girl for that job, do you?
Report: Im smart, you can trust me...
Sherlock: good.. Well, look at me and tell me what you see.
If you are that skillful, you dont need an interview... You can just read what you need. I see someone whos hungry. I dont see smart. I dont see someone trustworthy. Ill give you a qoute. If you like. Three little words.
You repel me.

47. Every fairytale needs a good old fashion villian. You need me or youre nothing.
Bcoz we are just alike.

48. Aren't ordinary people adorable.

49. I want to solve the problem. our problem. the final problem. its gonna start very soon sherlock... the fall. but dont be scared, Falling is just like flying, except there's a more permanent destination.

50. When he was dying, he was always cheerful, he was lovely, except when he thought no one could see.  I saw him once, he looked sad.you looked sad, when you think he cant see you.

Excerpt #4

31. I love this.. This little game of ours

32. Brainy is the new sexy

33. Watson:Why your phone makes that noise?
Sherlock: what noise?
Watson: that noise, the one you just made
Sherlock: its a text alert or means i got a text

34. All lives end, all hearts are broken
Caring is not an advantage, sherlock

35. Watson: does he have a girflfriend or any relationship?
Mrs Hudson: i dont know
Watson: how can we not know?
Mrs Hudson: he is sherlock. How will we ever know what goes on in that funny old head?

36. Watson:He is writing sas music, does not eat, barely talks.id say he is heart broken but well hes sherlock, he does all that anyway
Irene: hello dr watson
Watson: tell him you are alive
Irene: hed come after me
Watson: ill come after you if you dont
Irene: i believe you. I know what he likes and i needed to disappear.
Watson: then how come i can see you and i dont even want to? Tell him you are alive
Irene: what do i say?
Watson: what do you normally say? Youve texted him a lot
Irene: just the usual stuff.
Watson: There is no usual in this case
Irene: good morning i like your funny hat..
Im sad tonight lets have dinner
You look sexy on crimewatch, lets have dinner
Im not hungry lets have dinner
Watson: you flirted with sherlock holmes?
Irene: at him? he never replies
Watson: no, sherlock always replies to everything
Irene: does that makes me special?

37. Molly: is that a phone?
Sherlock: its a camera phone
Molly: and u r xraying it?
Sherlock: yes i am
Molly: whos phone is it?
Sherlock: a womans
Molly: ur gf?
Sherlock: shes my gf bcoz im xraying her possessions?
Molly: well we do silly things!
Sherlock: she sent this to my address. She loves to play games

38. Irene: I make my way in the world, i misbehave. I like to know people will be on my side exactly when i need them to be.
Sherlock: So how do you avquire this information?
Irene: I told u i misbehave
Watson: but youve acquired something more danger than protection
Irene: yes, but i dont understand it
Watson: i assumed show me
Sherlock: the passcode
Irene: its not working
Watson: no bcoz its duplicate i had made into which you just entered the numbers 1058. I assumed youd choose something more specific than that, but thanks, anyway
Irene: i told u that camera phone was my life. I know when its in my hand
Sherlock: you are rather good
Irene: your not so bad
Watson: hamish. John hamish watson, just if you were looking for baby names

39. I had one of the countrys best cryptographers take a look, though he was mostly upside down, as i recall. Couldnt figure it out. What can you do mr holmes? Go on impress a girl

40. Irene: Have u ever had anyone?
Sherlock: sorry what?
Irene: And when i say had, im being indelicate
Sherlock: i dont understand
Irene:Ill be delicate then, Lets have dinner
Sherlock: why?
Irene:You might be hungry
Sherlock: im not
Irene:Good
Sherlock: why would i.. Want to have dinner..if i wasnt hungry?
Irene: Mr holmes if it was the end of the world, if this was the very last night...Would you have dinner with me?

Excerpt #3

21. Sherlock: have you talked to the police? - four people are dead, there isnt time.
Watson: so why are you talking to me?
Sherlock: well you could just sit here and watch telly
Watson: you want me to come with you?
Sherlock: i like company when i go out and i think better when i talk aloud. problem?
Watson: yeah, sergeant donovan. She said you get off on this, you enjoy it.
Sherlock: and i said "dangerous" and here you are. Damn it!

22. Sherlock: I love the brilliant ones. Theyre all so desperate to get caught.
Watson: why?
Sherlock: appreciation! At long last the spotlight. Thats the frailty of genius john. It needs an audience.

23. Watson: people dont have archenemies, in real life. There are no archenemies in real life. Doesnt happen.
Sherlock: Doesnt it? Sounds a bit dull?
Watson: So who did i meet?
Sherlock: what do real people have, then, in their.. " real lives?
Watson: friends?people they know, people they like, people they dont like... Girlfriends, boyfriends
Sherlock: yes, well, as i was saying, dull.
Watson: so you are unaatached just like me?
Sherlock: i consider myself married to my work and while im flattered..
Watson: im just saying its all fine <3
Sherlock: good thank you

24. Im a high functioning sociopath.

25. What kind of result do you want?

26. Watson:You know him better than i do
Lestrade: ive known him for five years and no i dont
Watson: so why do you put up with him?
Lestrade: sherlock holmes is a great man, and i think if were very very lucky. He might be a good one.

27. Cabbie: you are brilliant. You are a proper genius. The science of deduction, now that is proper thinking.between you and me sitting here why cant people think?wh cant people just think?
Sherlock: o i see so you are a proper genius too?
Cabbie: dont look it, do i?

28. Watson: it just the nerves i think? You were going to take that damn pill, werent you?
Sherlock: ofcourse i wasnt just biding my time. Knew youd turn up.
Watson: no you didnt. Thats how you get your kicks, isnt it? You risk your life to prove your clever.
Sherlock: why would i do that?
Watson because youre an idiot.
<chuckles> Sherlock: dinner?
Watson: starving. ;)

29. When you have eliminated the impossible whatever remains must be the truth

30. Who cares about decent? The game mrs hudson is ON!

I Thank and Praise God

I thank the Lord for the gifts i received today.

Now i realized that in Gods time.. everything is perfect :)

You know what i've been through in this blog.. all of my pains, misery, anxiety, doubts... all these questions are already answered.. if my memory does not fail me i think i wrote those questions in detail in one of my letters.

God is so good..

I attended church yesterday and i was really touched and im crying.. He was telling me that he was inviting me... that God has a plan for my life.. and that i have surrender myself to His will.

I learn to let go and surrender myself to you my Lord. Thank you so much for all the things you've done to me, i appreciate more why i have to experience those pains before... because i am intended to be in it for your Plans :)

#unexpected #unusual #unbelievable
#the unbelievable is believable when god is involved - your life will never be the same again :) 

Thank God and always pray to connect with Him everyday! 

Excerpt #2

11. Serial killers are always hard. You have to wait for them to make mistake.

12. You are not haunted by the war, you missed it. Welcome Back!

13. Sherlock: How do you feel about the violin?
Watson: Sorry what?
Sherlock: I play the violin when i'm thinking and sometimes i don't talk for days, would that bother you? Potential flatmates should know the worst about each other.

14. Im a consulting detective. Only one in the world. I invented the job.

15. Perfectly sound analysis, but I was hoping you'd go deeper.

16. Sherlock: Its obvious isnt it?
Watson: Its not obvious to me.
Sherlock: Dear God, what is it like in your funny little brains? It must be boring.

17. Mycroft: Do you plan to continue your association with sherlock holmes
Watson: I could be wrong but i think kts none of your business.

18. Mycroft: I worry about him constantly
Watson: Thats nice of you

19. Mycroft: But i would prefer for various reasons that my concern go unmentioned. We have what you might call a... Difficult relationship...You are very loyal, very quickly.

20. Mycroft: Trust issues it says here
Watson: whats that?
Mycroft: Could it be that youve decided to trust sherlock holmes of all people?
Watson: who says i trust him?
Mycroft: I imagined people have already warned you yo stay away from him, but i can see from your left hand thats not going to happen.Most people blunder round this city and all they see are streets and shops and cars. When you walk with sherlock holmes, you see the battlefield.youve seen it already, havent you?
You arent haunted by the war, dr watson... You miss it! Welcome back!

Excerpt #1

1. Watson: "Its primary school stuff. How can you not even know that?"
Sherlock: "Well, if i ever did, ive deleted it. Listen, this is my hard drive and it only makes sense to put things in there that are useful. Really useful. Ordinary people fill their heads with all kinds of rubbish. That makes it hard to get the stuff that really matters.

2. All that matters to me is the work! Without that, my brain rots.

3. Lestrade, ive been summoned.

4. Moriarty: "Why does anyone do anything? We were made for each other...
Sherlock: "Then talk to me in your own voice.."
Moriarty: "Patience..."

5. O.. I cant be the only person in the world that gets bored.

6. You are enjoying this arent you? Joining the dots...

7. Watson: I hope youll be very happy together
Sherlock: Sorry what?
Watson: There are lives at stake, sherlock. Just so you know, do you care about that all?
Sherlock: Will caring about them help save them?
Watson: Nope
Sherlock: Then Ill continue not to make that mistake

8. Why hasnt he phoned, he's broken his pattern. Why?

9. Sherlock: Why are you doing these?
Moriarty: I want.. to watch you...dance...

10. Watson: That was amazing. It was extraorindary, quite extraordinary
Sherlock: Thats not what people normally say
Watson: Wat do people normally say?
Sherlock: Piss off