[DATE]: Nov 11, 2013
[CASE #]: 1
[TITLE]: Meet the Holy Spirit
[PROFILE]: Bad Vices, Bipolar, Bad Relationships
I woke up depressed today.
I think this is just another depressive episode.. as usual.. i don't know where it triggered unless i analyze my brain where it started.
That's how i view myself when i am having attacks.. i know it was triggered but what?
So okay, i finally realized where it was coming.
I cant get what i want, my selfish desires as human being.. my needs not met.
When i do not know yet how to deal with selfish desires, i get confused!! Like it was hell all over my head, demons lurking all around!
I just want to shut off myself from thinking!
But I am happy i was exposed to godly friends who guides me on the straight path now.. I've been travelling to hell for almost 7 years and i think the last ride was with my yin yang. Funny.
Well i learned that, Gods's plan is better than our dreams. We may desire about things, but if its not His will, it will never happen. Well there's an exception though as with regards to free will, you can have the result that you wanted but that only gives you a natural result. The best result is when you let God do His will to you, the result are supernatural.
So being that positive, i think about it today but it was really hard to handle my depression today...
Since it was Tuesday, and i usually go to Victory for the Small group, i hurried to Galeria to attend the service.
During the time i'm going there, i cried.. part of me wants to just stay in my room and cry but i was thinking it would not help my negativity. I tried my best to attend the service and it did not fail me.
Before the service ends, the Pastor said to close our eyes and feel the Holy Spirit. From there i felt a cold air that touched my heart and it felt like it healed me miraculously.. My Service Group leader told me it was the Holy Spirit.
I feel so blessed.. and i want to claim that it totally took away my bipolar to this very special day.
Also, i was given the chance to talk to my Service Group Leader and clear up my thoughts about my confusion as to how i will know if it was God talking to me or if it was the devil persuading me to do bad things.
The only direct way to get His answer are through the bible.
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[Section from Daily Bread]
Q: What tradition is Jesus radically altering your life?
A: "When God interceded in our lives, when He lets us experience Him, our lives - our very view of the world - will change."
It seems that from this day on, i should expect that God will change me into a new person, my old self be gone... wild days are over :)
Friday, November 15, 2013
Saturday, August 31, 2013
Excerpt #3
21. “Truly powerful people don't explain why they want respect. They simply don't engage someone who doesn't give it to them.”
22. “The more independent you are of him, the more interested he will be.”
23. “Men don't respond to words. What they respond to is "no contact".”
24. “The most attractive quality of all is dignity.”
25. “Until he gives you a reason not to trust him, behave as though you trust him.”
26. “Men control the world, but women control the men.”
22. “The more independent you are of him, the more interested he will be.”
23. “Men don't respond to words. What they respond to is "no contact".”
24. “The most attractive quality of all is dignity.”
25. “Until he gives you a reason not to trust him, behave as though you trust him.”
26. “Men control the world, but women control the men.”
Excerpt #2
11. “He should accept me as I am!” says the woman who is too nice.
Accept you? Oh no, sister. Slap yourself. He should want you
madly. Acceptance has nothing to do with it. He accepts a
doormat. But he desires his dreamgirl.”
12. “The bitch is an empowered woman who derives tremendous strength from the ability to be an independent thinker, particularly in a world that still teaches women how to be self-abnegating. This woman doesn't live someone else's standards, only her own.”
13. “If you can't convince 'em, confuse 'em.”
14. “UncondiTional love is a beauTiful Thing. JusT be sure To
give iT after your conditions have been meT ”
15. “You always want what you cant have”
16. “Men can shift gears from romantic to practical - and so can the bitch.”
17. “Be an independent thinker at all times, and ignore anyone who attempts to define you in a limiting way.”
18. “That's the big picture, your happiness. And health. You should never care what a man thinks of you -- until he demonstrates to you that he cares about making you happy. If he isn't trying to make you happy, then send him back from "whence" he came because winning him over will have no benefit. At the end of the day, happines, joy...and yes...your emotional stability...those comprise the only measuring stick you really need to have.”
19. “When you live life with him or without him, that is when he will accept and value you for who you are.”
20. “He must feel that you choose to be with him, not that you need to be with him.”
Accept you? Oh no, sister. Slap yourself. He should want you
madly. Acceptance has nothing to do with it. He accepts a
doormat. But he desires his dreamgirl.”
12. “The bitch is an empowered woman who derives tremendous strength from the ability to be an independent thinker, particularly in a world that still teaches women how to be self-abnegating. This woman doesn't live someone else's standards, only her own.”
13. “If you can't convince 'em, confuse 'em.”
14. “UncondiTional love is a beauTiful Thing. JusT be sure To
give iT after your conditions have been meT ”
15. “You always want what you cant have”
16. “Men can shift gears from romantic to practical - and so can the bitch.”
17. “Be an independent thinker at all times, and ignore anyone who attempts to define you in a limiting way.”
18. “That's the big picture, your happiness. And health. You should never care what a man thinks of you -- until he demonstrates to you that he cares about making you happy. If he isn't trying to make you happy, then send him back from "whence" he came because winning him over will have no benefit. At the end of the day, happines, joy...and yes...your emotional stability...those comprise the only measuring stick you really need to have.”
19. “When you live life with him or without him, that is when he will accept and value you for who you are.”
20. “He must feel that you choose to be with him, not that you need to be with him.”
Saturday, August 24, 2013
Excerpt #1
1. When you receive the present, you no longer spend your time dreaming about being somewhere else.
2. In order to find the present for yourself, think of the times where you were the happiest and most successful.
3. When you are fully engaged in what you are doing your mind does not wander and you are happy. You are intent only on what is happening at the moment.
4. Being in the present means focusing on what is happening right now! It means appreciating the gifts you are offered everyday.
5. The more you look at what is wrong, the less energy and confidence you have. That's why you find yourself in a bad situation, it is important to look for what is right,even if its hard to find. Then appreciate and build on it.
6. Living in the present, learning from the past and planning for the future is not all there is.
It is only when you live with purpose and respond to whats important about the present, past and future, that it all has meaning.
2. In order to find the present for yourself, think of the times where you were the happiest and most successful.
3. When you are fully engaged in what you are doing your mind does not wander and you are happy. You are intent only on what is happening at the moment.
4. Being in the present means focusing on what is happening right now! It means appreciating the gifts you are offered everyday.
5. The more you look at what is wrong, the less energy and confidence you have. That's why you find yourself in a bad situation, it is important to look for what is right,even if its hard to find. Then appreciate and build on it.
6. Living in the present, learning from the past and planning for the future is not all there is.
It is only when you live with purpose and respond to whats important about the present, past and future, that it all has meaning.
Sunday, July 7, 2013
Excerpt #1
1. You'll never win a zombie heart
2. I love you and we will fall together, i will never leave you
3. With true love, there will always be a change of heart
4. This was the key to the cure, you start to connect with us..
5. In the end, the wall between us will break and we will live happily ever after.
2. I love you and we will fall together, i will never leave you
3. With true love, there will always be a change of heart
4. This was the key to the cure, you start to connect with us..
5. In the end, the wall between us will break and we will live happily ever after.
Thursday, April 11, 2013
Excerpt #2
11. Many people never get to become high performers because their managers concentrate on catching them doing wrong.
12. Performance review is an ongoing process, not something you do only once a year.
13. Their behavior is not OK. They are OK. Eliminate the behavior and keep the people.
14. If you are first tough on the behavior and then supportive on the person, then it works.
15. Tell people what they did wrong, tell people how you feel about it, and reminding people that they are valuable and worthwhile.
12. Performance review is an ongoing process, not something you do only once a year.
13. Their behavior is not OK. They are OK. Eliminate the behavior and keep the people.
14. If you are first tough on the behavior and then supportive on the person, then it works.
15. Tell people what they did wrong, tell people how you feel about it, and reminding people that they are valuable and worthwhile.
Excerpt #1
1. If you cant tell me that you'd like to be happening, you dont have a problem yet. You are just complaining. A problem only exist if there is a difference between what is actually happening and what you desire to be happening.
2. People who feel good about themselves produce good results
3. Help people reach their full potential catch them doing something right.
4. One Minute goal to read on one minute.
5. Since he does not attack me as a person - only my behavior- its easier for me not to become defensive.
6. Realize when the reprimand is over, its over
7. the best minute i spend is the one i invest in people
8. how long would he want to bowl if there were no pins?
9. Everyone is a potential winner, some people are disguised as losers, don't let their appearances fool you.
10. Look at your goals, loot at your performance, see if your behavior matches your goal.
2. People who feel good about themselves produce good results
3. Help people reach their full potential catch them doing something right.
4. One Minute goal to read on one minute.
5. Since he does not attack me as a person - only my behavior- its easier for me not to become defensive.
6. Realize when the reprimand is over, its over
7. the best minute i spend is the one i invest in people
8. how long would he want to bowl if there were no pins?
9. Everyone is a potential winner, some people are disguised as losers, don't let their appearances fool you.
10. Look at your goals, loot at your performance, see if your behavior matches your goal.
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