I Thank and Praise God

I thank the Lord for the gifts i received today.

Now i realized that in Gods time.. everything is perfect :)

You know what i've been through in this blog.. all of my pains, misery, anxiety, doubts... all these questions are already answered.. if my memory does not fail me i think i wrote those questions in detail in one of my letters.

God is so good..

I attended church yesterday and i was really touched and im crying.. He was telling me that he was inviting me... that God has a plan for my life.. and that i have surrender myself to His will.

I learn to let go and surrender myself to you my Lord. Thank you so much for all the things you've done to me, i appreciate more why i have to experience those pains before... because i am intended to be in it for your Plans :)

#unexpected #unusual #unbelievable
#the unbelievable is believable when god is involved - your life will never be the same again :) 

Thank God and always pray to connect with Him everyday! 

Excerpt #2

11. Serial killers are always hard. You have to wait for them to make mistake.

12. You are not haunted by the war, you missed it. Welcome Back!

13. Sherlock: How do you feel about the violin?
Watson: Sorry what?
Sherlock: I play the violin when i'm thinking and sometimes i don't talk for days, would that bother you? Potential flatmates should know the worst about each other.

14. Im a consulting detective. Only one in the world. I invented the job.

15. Perfectly sound analysis, but I was hoping you'd go deeper.

16. Sherlock: Its obvious isnt it?
Watson: Its not obvious to me.
Sherlock: Dear God, what is it like in your funny little brains? It must be boring.

17. Mycroft: Do you plan to continue your association with sherlock holmes
Watson: I could be wrong but i think kts none of your business.

18. Mycroft: I worry about him constantly
Watson: Thats nice of you

19. Mycroft: But i would prefer for various reasons that my concern go unmentioned. We have what you might call a... Difficult relationship...You are very loyal, very quickly.

20. Mycroft: Trust issues it says here
Watson: whats that?
Mycroft: Could it be that youve decided to trust sherlock holmes of all people?
Watson: who says i trust him?
Mycroft: I imagined people have already warned you yo stay away from him, but i can see from your left hand thats not going to happen.Most people blunder round this city and all they see are streets and shops and cars. When you walk with sherlock holmes, you see the battlefield.youve seen it already, havent you?
You arent haunted by the war, dr watson... You miss it! Welcome back!

Excerpt #1

1. Watson: "Its primary school stuff. How can you not even know that?"
Sherlock: "Well, if i ever did, ive deleted it. Listen, this is my hard drive and it only makes sense to put things in there that are useful. Really useful. Ordinary people fill their heads with all kinds of rubbish. That makes it hard to get the stuff that really matters.

2. All that matters to me is the work! Without that, my brain rots.

3. Lestrade, ive been summoned.

4. Moriarty: "Why does anyone do anything? We were made for each other...
Sherlock: "Then talk to me in your own voice.."
Moriarty: "Patience..."

5. O.. I cant be the only person in the world that gets bored.

6. You are enjoying this arent you? Joining the dots...

7. Watson: I hope youll be very happy together
Sherlock: Sorry what?
Watson: There are lives at stake, sherlock. Just so you know, do you care about that all?
Sherlock: Will caring about them help save them?
Watson: Nope
Sherlock: Then Ill continue not to make that mistake

8. Why hasnt he phoned, he's broken his pattern. Why?

9. Sherlock: Why are you doing these?
Moriarty: I want.. to watch you...dance...

10. Watson: That was amazing. It was extraorindary, quite extraordinary
Sherlock: Thats not what people normally say
Watson: Wat do people normally say?
Sherlock: Piss off

Excerpt #1

1.  If this guy is over thirty then I’m a monkey’s uncle

2. “Business is all about people, Miss Steele, and I’m very good at judging people, The bottom line is, it’s always down to good people, It really is all about having the right people on your team and directing their energies accordingly.

3. ‘the growth and develop-ment of people is the highest calling of leadership.’”

4. The way he strokes his index finger against his lower lip? I wish he’d stop doing that

5. “There. Now can you join me for coffee?” Grey smiles as if it’s a done deal.

Grey takes my hand, clasping it with his long cool fingers
 I want to feel his mouth on me.

6. Never trust a man who can dance.

7. “Well, we could go to Seattle this evening or next Saturday for dinner at my place, and I’ll acquaint you with the facts then. The choice is yours.”
“Why can’t you tell me now?” I sound petulant.
“Because I’m enjoying my breakfast and your company. Once you’re enlightened, you probably won’t want to see me again.”

8. “Relationships like this are built on honesty and trust,” he continues. “If you don’t trust me – trust me to know how I’m affecting you, how far I can go with you, how far I can take you – if you can’t be honest with me, then we really can’t do this.”

9. I don’t need an aphrodisiac near you. I think you know that, and I think you react the same way near me

Excerpt #1

1. there are rules you follow here not because you want to, but because you have to

2. we accept the love we think we deserve

Qoute #90

Even if you dont speak
Even if you cant tell
I know in my heart
I should no longer seek
For i found sense to life
Just by looking at your eyes

Good night to darkness
Hello to light
For even if i fall asleep
I know ill wake up alive

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I usually see love deep within your eyes
Its the best way to see your soul
And i know and feel that what ive got now is real
That i know if time comes ill completely fall in love with you
You will never leave like everyone else did...

You are my yin yang, i cant be symmetrical without you
I love you!!

Qoute #89

Gratitude to my yin yang - thank God i found you

the good hands have held me to see how beautiful life could be
the better hands let me see the other side of me
but the best hands are the ones i know ill keep forever
the days keep passing by and i am afraid
that when i wake up i wont see your pretty face
i gaze at the mirror and i saw no one else
but a reflection of a young woman
looking towards me telling me "you are a lucky"
i thank her and bid goodbye
and when i turn back i saw you in dark shadows
waving and saying hi
"hello to the sun,to the flowers that bloom,
look at the cat in your window,
smell the air we both breathe
and keep close to me that youll promise
youll always be by my side
as for today is another day
and ill see you when i sleep"

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Thank the Good Lord that ive met you!!! My yin yang!
my yin is one of the best feeling ever
my first experience to being in love

my yang is a little bit better
but my yang had been a very tough one

i wrote this down on one of my blogs before about my yin and my yang
and the struggle to find the yin yang

and i was lucky i met you!!

but then again the events wasnt that smooth at first
and im still afraid that even though i finally met my yin yang
i still dont guarrantee myself i wont be alone
either you leave or i leave, i die or one of us would

but even though ill be alone, if that would be my destiny
i will still be thankful for having met you :)

that when i die, i know im fulfilled
and that i have experience to finally being with my yin yang :)

thats far more better than not been given the chance to have met you :)
the best, the yin yang!!